Possibilities

Let me get my weight loss stuff outta the way so I don't forget to blog about it. I weighed myself this morning and I am now down to 230.8. Yeay for me. I have been trying pretty darn hard to stick to these protein days. I have to admit that I did cheat. I ate a banana and about 8oz of milk last night and the night before. I don't know what it is about the evening but I get hungry. Well at least I cheated with a fruit and some milk and not a candy bar or cookies. Regardless I am loosing. I am almost down 6 pounds from two weeks ago so I am. pretty happy about that. I need to check in with my sister Nancy to see how she is doing. A lot fo times it's hard for me to figure out what to eat and I have been a dieter for years so I am sure it's really hard for her. When I don't want to bother thinking about what to make myself to eat I just eat a protein bar and that seems to have kept my cravings at bay. THe crazy thing is I have SO much energy. I'm not hungry and I am not tired. One of the many benefits of eating healthier and loosing weight. Last night Serg and Alexis went to eat chinese food and run to the store to get milk and eggs as we were out. I eat eggs for breakfast almost every morning so he had no choice but to go, and then no milk? Not at this house. We drink like 2 gallons of milk every 3-4 days - if it lasts that long. So my workouts are still cleaning and running around. Still have not gotten around to "work out" per say. I will NEED to watch and do my DVD tonight cause tomorrow is church.

Ok so next topic is CLOVIS, Ca. We have been thinking about moving since I spoke to Serg about the possibility of moving there. I think I sold him on it and we have been praying hard that it be God's will that we move there. It makes sense. Closer to my parents, pretty close to here in Long Beach so we can visit the few friends we have left and Cindy basically. Sergio said there is also a highway that we can take that takes us straight to his mom's in Arizona so it's a good thing there as well. We are so excited about it that we ACTUALLY called a lender to try and get pre-qualified. I think our credit is horrendous, Serg thinks it's not that bad. So we called the guy that does our taxes, he has his own company and he also does loans, my hubby knows him from when he was growing up. He ran our credit and we are scheduled to meet with him at 4pm today. The worst case scenario is that we have to pay all the cruddy stuff on our credit to try and get our credit score up and we are somehow going to have to do that.

So I am kinda scared of what this guy has to say. People think pretty low of people with bad credit and it sucks because I have never had good credit. Even when I had NO credit I could not get anything. It kinda sucks because I am not sure who people GET good credit. I could not get one single credit card because I had no credit. So anyway, I have always had high interest rate credit cards because those are the only ones I qualified for. Sucks because I put myself in a position where I could not pay them anymore and so they went to collections. This was about 7 years ago almost so I am hoping that since they are old we can do something.

I have millions of things going on in my head. Will my job let me work from home if I relocate? Will we be able to even get a loan? How much work does the union have for my husband? Will it be too hot? Too cold? How will it be trying to find a new church? Should we join an independent bapt*tist chu*rch again since I would like to wear pants? Are we going to move away from the Lord if we move or will we get closer to Him? Incorporating bible reading into our nightlroutine? Will be even be able to afford the mortgage? Sergio wants to breed dogs, how will that be? Planning meals, loosing weight. Checking in with my mom? Will they move there too someday? HMMMMMM.......I am feeling a little nutty right now. The kids are taking naps so I am going to check out more info on Clovis on the net. God Bless and if someone if reading this. PLEASE PRAY FOR US!