Health

So I went to the Dr. yesterday because I've been having some chest pain. I disregarded it because that's what I always do when something hurts. Then if it REALLY starts to bother me I will go to the Dr. Anyway, he's concerned. They did EKG tests and they didn't come back that great...in the end, it's something to do with an artery to my heart...may be swollen causing issues with my heart. My sleep habits suck and he said that because of this the medication he is giving me for my Blood pressure is not doing what it's supposed to be doing. He added 2 more meds which makes it a total of 6 meds I am taking now. I feel very medicated. He says I should not really "feel" them but I do. I mean I am a person that can't even take a low dose of Vicodin because I will get severe stomach cramps....and I mean severe to the point where I have to throw them up or I feel like I'm gonna die. All these meds have a red warning label saying "will cause drowziness" and "do not operate machinery". I'm wondering how I'm going to do it when I have to drive in to work. He practically strangled me when i told him I don't take my meds on Tuesdays.

Anyway, I guess someone from my department has asked to work from home as well and now I have to renew my request to work from home which sucks. I don't know who it is but it stinks that they can't just tell them NO you can't. The only reason they let me work from home is because I have medical issues.

So I guess you can say I am feeling a bit stressed and down at all this news. The ONLY good news I got was that my weight is still the same oh and of course I can't forget the best news of all....I am saved and going to heaven when I die! Praise God. Have a good weekend.

anxious

I am so anxious today! It's getting on my nerves. I am a bit shaky and just overall uneasy. Not sure what it is. I ended up taking my blood pressure pills because I can feel my heart racing. I'm drinking water in hopes that it tapers off. I also feel a migraine coming on. I want to drink my coffee but I feel like it may add to my shakyness.

I have tons of work to do today at work. My new boss is the king of projects and I know I'm not his favorite person. He's weird and I think he thinks the same of me. Some of my co-workers don't think it's fair that I "get to" work from home. Whatever. I handle my work and that's all that matters.

Anyway off to a meeting. Will come back and update later. God Bless.